mea culpa

Im sorry for who I am

Im sorry for who I could have been

Im sorry for who I just wouldn’t be

Im sorry i didnt do more of what I should

Im sorry i didnt do less of what I did

Im sorry i laughed at the weeping

Im sorry i wept at the laughter
im sorry for my fear and doubt

Im sorry for my jealousy and envy

Im sorry for my foolishness and delusion

Im sorry for trusting and believing

Im sorry for wanting and feeling

im sorry